So today... I was irritated because I was awaken from my sleep for absolute bullshit.. People who don't want shit but to have their lil egos stroked.. I don't know about ya'll but my SLEEP is precious to me so when it's disturbed for some dumb shit..it ruins the rest of my day... So I'm not in the best of moods at the moment...
So, after clowing on Facebook a lil .. and getting a much needed call from my Mr. Magic Hands.. I called one of my homegirls to see when she wanted to schedule her massage with him... and she tells me she is minutes from my house... and I say ok.. what's wrong.. and she tells me that she just left the hospital visiting a mutual friend in ICU.. He had a heart attack.. He's in his mid 30's.. what the hell... So when she got in she told me the whole story about how he had been stressing so much about his job and family... that he just dropped.. and got him to the hospital.. I haven't seen him in a long time..a few years at least but he always left a good impression with you.. Always had you laughing and joking.. He just brightened your day because he was just so freggin silly...
It made me think.. that could have been me..He's MY AGE... We aren't suppose to die this early.. have heart attacks, strokes... It was a definite wake up call..Stress almost took him outta here.. Death is final.. We are all walking around here like it can't happen to us.. but WE are the ones dying.. not the older people.. I don't have enough fingers and toes to count how many friends I have lost in life so far.. over PURE DUMB SHIT... no real medical conditions... just allowing OTHER people's dumb shit.. become our OWN.. That why I was so bothered by my sleep being disturbed because it's important..like having a stress reliever.. I'm proud of myself that I haven't given up on working out because that's one of the greatest stress relievers EVER..
Along with SEX.. and I'm gonna go have ALOT of it.. You should too.. Even if you don't have anyone who would want to have sex with YOU ( because you are bitter as all hell... evil heffas) Sex YOURSELF... either way.. get that shit off your chest.. Cause stress has can kill a ya..
...wow.. before I could even finish the blog my father in law is being sent into emergency surgery
Today's Phrase that pays... GO FUCK YOURSELF..
no seriously.. go Fuck yourself.. right now.. don't wait for a partner..
