Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Forgiving YOU .. frees ME!

KENNETH HOUSTON..

I know I should forgive him.. My daddy did before he left this earth.. and I've tried really really HARD.. But it's just not a place that I am comfortable with. I really think he needs to be in jail for the REST of his life because we have a life sentence... My sister will never be able to hug me again. I can't remember what she smells like. I don't remember exactly what the color of her eyes were... did they have flakes of gold.. was there a hazel ring around them.. I can't remember.. And my children.. never got to meet her.. ALLLL because his Dumb *** couldn't live without her.. If I can't have you No one will.. really .. you selfish Bastard. No I don't forgive you because there are 900,000 people in Birmingham.. She was not the only female you could have been with. She didn't want you...

I hear people say all the time that holding on to this anger is killing me.. well SO F'N what... My sister is the one in the ground..Not yours. My father lived in pain for all these years because of his NEED to have control over someone.. Not yours.. Until you have to go clean off a grave and take your children to see her HEADSTONE.. not her face.. STFU..

*wossaaa*

So anyway, my life has overflowed with pain because of the actions of this ONE a**hole.. so excuse me if I want to choke him til his nipples bleed.. *kaynes shrug*

I'm sure one day I will get tired of hating him ( he will probably be dead) but it will come.. Until then.. Kenneth Houston deserves nothing less than to be tied to a tree..  and beat within INCHES of his life.. then brought back.. and BEAT again.. just over and over..lol..

I'm have had too many things taken away from me that I couldn't control.. My voice will ALWAYS keep him behind bars.. You think he will FORGIVE ME? Probably not.. But I bet the parents of the next person he would kill ( because he said he would kill again) would.. So I'm good...  NEXT!